Running Away

I bought new sneakers. Running sneakers. I bought sneakers and a ran. I ran far far away. Away from everything. And you know what no one will ever miss me where I am. I away, away from it all. Away from my aunt who was diagnosed with lime disease, with no cure, and in critical condition. My  uncle who is now battling cancer in his back. Can I run please. Thats Selfish, running, I'm hurt, but I look at my my 2 younger cousins and how they hurting and rebelling against life because both their mom and dad are sick and their grandma's funeral that recently passed.I can't do anything, I can't help them. They want to be left alone. I'm running so fast to you. Running with open arms for just to be in you warm arms, just quietly there, to help stop me from running. I think Ive arrived in PA by now. I gotta turn back now, nobody is waiting for me there. I feel useless.