When a tale is not enough to go to sleep

I have become a vampire. I sleep during the day...everyone talks but i do not remember what they say. At night, anxiety rushes within me and I can only think one thing...I am alone. Some vampires become vampires against their will others like me were born to cover themselves with the sheet of loneliness. I walk at night and i see people laughing, dancing...holding hands. how stupid they are, they do not know how pathetic they look. Yes, humans are pathetic. They never know what they want. They keep looking for happiness when it is right next to them. Humans are pathetic!...always complaining and wining about their future. They worry so much about it that they forget about their present. They are always fearful, skeptical, insecure about themselves. Thats why the human race will fall very soon. Because of their pride, humans have risk it all...have lost it all. Nevertheless, I need them. I can't survive sucking up dears' blood. It's so sour. It always misses that salty, spicy taste that humans have. I start to think that there is a correlation between their lack of courage, their self respect and their tastiness. Oh humans, i guess we do have something in common. We both are lonely. You choose to be lonely because your are stupid because you never think about anyone but yourself because you never value what "life" puts on your hands. I chose to be alone. I walk alone among loneliness, I don't regret being a vampire yet sometimes while i sleep in my coffin i wonder about how she is doing...does she miss the touch of the rain like I do?