Listen to that voice inside, try to pay attention to your heart.
But I can't, I don't hear myself and I try to run and help but I am not there. I am no where that is why I remain silent for now until speech comes back to me. I laughed and smile but somehow I had this hole in my heart. I have to find the way to discover myself and I need to do it so I can move on. I am sad even when I laugh and empty even when I have company. I need to b able to feel and not lie to myself. I will see the sun rise and leaves come out and I will be ready to figure everything out
But I can't, I don't hear myself and I try to run and help but I am not there. I am no where that is why I remain silent for now until speech comes back to me. I laughed and smile but somehow I had this hole in my heart. I have to find the way to discover myself and I need to do it so I can move on. I am sad even when I laugh and empty even when I have company. I need to b able to feel and not lie to myself. I will see the sun rise and leaves come out and I will be ready to figure everything out
Just know my heart is still in this relationship. You have it, and if you are missing some holes, you find them, I'll be here. Im just trying to accept the fact you don't want to be with me right now. I'll let you be, I see you can't do this.
ReplyDeleteI hope your heart is in the relationship as well.
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