An "I love you" End

These few weeks have a been a roller coaster of rides. We are so happy together, we are sad, angry at our actions, working through our careers, our relationship and still we fight through it. Until it ends. An unconditionally treasured love, that once could stand anything, ends today with 'I love you'. A promise that you would stand by my side, ends with 'I love you'. How could you love me so much but want me away at the same time? Its my fault I realize now. I was the one that said when i needed to tell you something important, you were not there. Its my fault. yes, you weren't their when I needed you, but that doesn't mean you weren't their the rest of the time and you won't be their in the future. I trust you completely and the thought that you gone telling me you love me, hurts even more. I want to be their for you and support you like i promised. I want you to always be by my side, like you promised. please dont tell me "I love you's and its only the best. I want to work through this with you! please don't hurt me.

--Bella <3 .. xoxo
PS. I can't post my invite expired.
~I love you truely